hey...

this blog..
never knew it still existed and there's so much in here
things I once thought that will never change
well... they all changed ...
I am part away from my so called best friends
we are well friends but we all move on in our life
and I've changed for sure
I think what I found out now
it's like reflecting how my mind evolve
how I used to think and how I've changed..
Things are different now
All of us grew up , All of us changed
Some gets boyfriend, Some lose theirs , Some gets new one as usual . Some are still waiting..
to the sisters I once think they are mine , well
we all grew up .

I become a girl who have so much hate in me
which makes me feel bad though in a way
I shouldn't think that way , but I just don't like it anymore
I'm not always happy
why do I pretend to be when I'm not
why is it me the only one in so many that have to do all these
why don't you see how much I've done ?
why can't you know I want other and not this...
why why why I have more why that even myself will be surprise
I just can't take it sometimes ,
but nothing , not even a thing is changed after so long ...
it's like no one sees it , no one appreciates it , no one cares even for a bit...
please tell me what to do....
God , I've became so bad ... didn't I?

teehee (:

today is like o.o TUESDAY xD these days had been redicilous ! SIAO !!!!! XD
very siao these days o.o many stuff happened xD stuff reli siao one (: it's been reli nice these days (: things never thought of will happen HAPPENED XD so i consider 2011 (: NICE lol new year is coming soon it's like 1 WEEK MORE XD are u guys ready yet? cause i'm so ready for it !! xD since it's holiday bah no one is not ready one lol (: NO HOMEWORKS ONE DAYS AH FINALLY XD i miss it !! xD lol NEW YEAR OH NEW YEAR COME COME XD (: lastly to someone (: meemeebo ^^ xD

2011 (: SCHOOL XD

there's many stuff happened in 2010 xD
AS I WAS SAYING YEAH XD it's finally 2011 teehee xD
and me ! me me me ! xD i got into pure science wheeee *show off show off * just joking xD
i gonna try my best study ^^ hehe ! if not o.o next year will be stresssssss ><
today is da first day of school not that bad (: just kinda boring cause we were listenin to taklimat like whole day
good thing is i got into pure science o.o CEKAP >.< aiks but o.o there's only ppl who take moral only (:
i'm not being racist or wat -.- xD just yeah (: hehe then YAH I'M SAME CLASS WITH AMANDA O.O
AND I CANT BE WITH LOVENA ANYMORE booo !! =( and kat she's in setia BOO MORE XD just jokin hehe
anyway i'm o.o ok with my class somehow NOT >< haha but that woman say she wont layan if we want change class to class like that boo her ! =p haha ^^
it's a new year (: STUDY HARD ! WORK HARD ! ACHIEVE WHAT YOU WANT !
LASTLY xD wish everyone ,fren o.o , my FAMILY , BEST frens and lala o.o HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR XD it's soon xD LOL yeah very soon xD ONE MONTH CHUN FROM NOW XD so excited hehe (: that's all for today TEEHEE XD have fun everyone ! (:

Everytime (:

today i gonna talk about everytime !! (:
lol ok let's start with something ^^
everytime I chat with you it makes me smile
everytime I tried to make up a convo with u (: it's nice that u tried too
everytime after I read yian ling's blog I'll update mine too (almost every) lol
everytime I read novel (: somehow I wish life could be that dramatic too XD
everytime I see you smile I smile too =)
everytime when u try to explain stuff to me although I don mind I just feel so warm
everytime when I hang around with my frens (: all I can think of is they're awesome :D
everytime Lovena called me her Lydia XD I can feel that this gal lol I can hang out with her =) like as long as I can (: maybe as long as I live? lol :D none-stop XD can't be apart (: stick together XD close fren? best fren? yah she's all of it (: so do sister TEEHEE xD love her much (: ♥♥♥
everytime I hang along with Amanda & Katrice lol it's like we can't be apart (: lol it's nice somehow having frens like these just like my sister ^^ ♥♥♥♥♥
everytime when sad things happened ): I'll try my best to think of the bright side (: and somehow that makes things better
there's so many everytime in my Life =)
lol AND I apperciate every of them (:
and yah everytime when I pray to God :) I'm full with hope and happy somehow
for today (: I wanna say something random XD
I miss Lovena quite much it had been days din see her (: maybe i'll post a post about her XD if this keep going on (:
and yah I ♥ all of them :) lol

Lalala (:

ok now it's Day 03 after my pmr
i'm kindna bored u see XD
first i though it will be FUN
but then i figure out it's so boring o.o
i got nth to do except online,watch movie,tv then online again
maybe u would said HUH !?!?! get a life la !!
but yah THAT'S MY LIFE !!!
anyway =p i seriously dislike it when ppl say get a life
everyone got their life ok o.o even though it's really BORING TYPE
STILL it's their life =p
i find out stayin at home is making me go crazy XD
wanna go out but kindna lazy o.o
but yah i'll still got out !!! lol
let's see wat i did for the past 2 days
first i watched the movies o.o i want to watch like desprately before
"vampire sucks" somehow o.o IT RELI SUCKS !! lol
then ETC ETC watever movie i watch la
i just spend my time like that
then go online chat craps with frens lol
owh wells FACEBOOK is wat i need to do like everyday =p
one more thing (:
i figure out guys with lovely smile really attract my attention alot XD
cool guys are NOT in the way ANYMORE XD
k i goin to spend my time ONLINE again lol
nth much to do wat (: LOL
beside the form 4 and 5 and 6 o.o XD and 1 and 2 so many "and" lol
they are HAVIN TEST remember pray for ur frens yah (:
that's ALL FOR TODAY XD maybe not o.o TEEHEE XD

2 WEEKS :D

2 more weeks 2 more weeks
2 MORE WEEKS THEN I'M FREE XD
TOTALLY FREE (: 12/10/10 come faster yah
o.o owh wells i wanna go dancing :D swimmin ^^ && movies !!!
haha + work lol i wish i can find a nice one
it will be wonderful time I HOPE XD
work with someone o.o someone haha
know someone someone
I WAN TO DO SOMETHING NEW AT LEAST =P
for my one and only 15 !!!
something different (:
best perfect is the one who work with me XD
can be hot then i wont feel bored when workin XD
swt =p think too much haha
so fast one year almost over edi (:
haha few more months then we need to say BYE to 2010
and HELO to 2011
haha (: things will be fine durin my test I HOPE I PRAY ^^
so yah TEEHEE XD bye (:

XD these days !!

day by day
haha now it's so near PMR
yet what am i doing now o.o blogging lol
that's like so not right haha
but who cares ^^
tomorrow is going to be OUR PAMAREN DAY =D
so that mean ! going to have new pics soon =)
lol and yah these days were like AWESOME XD
everyday is kindna nice to me
friends =) i love u girls damn much LOL
and boy hahax wdv ! lol
so yah these days were nice
like it alot hahax
hope stuff keep going on ^^
BETWEEN goodluck to our pameran
hope it's going to be great haha
that's all =) lolx