tired......

I'm tired already
no matter how many times I told myself
FORGET ABOUT IT!
but still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzz
Now I'm tired AND please don't treat me so well
I will missunderstand but I'm not that stupid
I know what kind of ppl you want
and I know its so not going to be me
so I wont think too much
I'll put this in my heart
tired of smiling
tired of try to act happy
tired to put on a mask and smile to ppl who duno me
no one really understands me
no one really know me
coz I'm always like this..........
u can say I'm lonely
I can say yes I am
u can say u pity me
I can say no thx I don't need it
even though I'm lonely I'm alone BUT STILL
I got my own life even it's abit boring than others
and I can only be with myself
It's still my life I got to face it!!!!!!!!!!!