Taggg~ =P

個人題
01 你叫什么: Lydia
02 你的綽號: Rydia
03 你的血型: no idea
04 你的星座: pisces
05 你是男還是女: Gal of coz
06 你幾歲: 14
07 你住哪裡: kuching
08 你現在的學校: SMK BATU LINTANG
09 你有沒有手機: got =P

朋友題
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: I have like ermm 2 i think =P
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: no idea

愛情題
21 你有沒有喜欢的人: NOPE =D
22 到目前為止，有跟别人告白吗？: ermm no I think =P
23 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過: no idea
24 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: nope ( zero ) haha
25 現在有另一半吗: nope
26 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样: I tell her I like you too as a friend of coz
27 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗: well it's a MAYBE u know =P
28 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人: o.o
29 你和另一半牵手过吗: nope
31 你跟异性牵手过吗: ya just hold hands ~ nth much ==
34 是谁，你们什么关系: cousin and another one is friend i think == dun remember =P
35 现在有人在追你吗？: NO ! haha

混合題
36 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会: well I'll be sad that's it
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会: I'll ignore he or she well if she/he too over i might revenge
38 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会: well there's always new friends what =P
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗: I will for sure =P ( stilla maybe actually haha)
40 你上课認真吗: depends
41 你功課好不好: ermm ok la
42 你开电脑都在干嘛: blog + chat + read stuff + read blog+ watch youtube+ game erm lot more
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: no idea
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: no idea =P

兇手題
45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁: Esta (coz there's 2 and the one who send me is Esta =P )
46 这個人對你好不好: hmm NOT BAD ! haha =P
47 這個人是你的誰: well she call me darling ~ haha she's my close friend =P
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗: o.o i like her just like she's my close friend =P hahaha
49 你们认识多久了: 10 years ~ next year goin to be like 11 =P
50 這個人是怎样的人: she's ermm nice ~ friend enough haha =P
51 这个人正／帥吗: well pretty and handsome both can use on her =P
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: o.o haha no ~ walk together got la chat oso got haha
53 万一你喜欢這個人，你会怎么办: well I always like her as a friend haha =P

聯想題
54 說到正妹你会想到谁: maybe the boy in tokio hotel ~ he's pretty than gal haha ^^
55 說到帥哥你会想到谁: well ermm duno haha think for fews minutes i got no answer haiz =P
56 說到憨你会想到谁: esther haha she's always blur blur =P
57 說到痴你会想到谁: o.o maybe esther oso haha sometime she's like that for wei yen =P
58 說到暗恋你会想到谁: =P
59 說到出去玩你会想到谁: friends of coz =P
60 說到聪明鬼你会想到谁: Alex and Eric ( from science tuition)
61 說到傻子你会想到谁: lan ching maybe (she's haha =P) myself oso I stupiak ! haha =P
62 說到笑点低你会想到谁: ermm no idea =P
63 說到愛笑你会想到谁: esther ~ me? katrice and who more o.o =P
學校題
64 你的班导是谁: Cikgu Thian
65 你的座位是第几排第几个: duno dun wanna go n count
66 你最喜欢的老師是谁: Cikgu Goh
67 你的英文好吗: ok la =P
68 你的体育好吗: nope
69 你的数学好么: ok la
70 你喜不喜欢你的校长: ermm no haha he got big red nose =P
71 你的学校好看吗: okla =P
72 你的班級是: 2 Setia
73 你的班級在几楼: 3
74 填后感: ermm need lot time and susah coz lots of questions =P

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2 請老实的回答每一個问題
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1)someone
2)someone
3)someone
4)someone
5)someone =P DUNO WHO TO TAG HAHA =P

Mask~

when u bring some laugh to ppl
yet u don't get the fun of it
you might think it's good you bring smile
and happiness to ppl yet you're not even happy
but it's nice to see ppl smile or laugh
because of something you had said or did
maybe it's kindna stupid
but gonna smile !!! when ur infront of ppl yet ur not happy
that's abit hard ...........
still it's better than you cry or show that ur not happy
or wad wad ever in front of ppl
at least ur smiling rite? like this =)
put a mask on and keep going on
that's life isn't it?
there's too many people put mask on and keep going on their life
well people they need that to survive
not everyone can accept the real u
but when u put on the mask too long
u'll totally lost urself and don't know who are u anymore
seriously ........ I don't know who I am anymore =)
yet I still need to put on my mask and my smile
keep going on my life =)
maybe I need time to find who I am ..........
yea~ maybe I really need time =)

times

it's been 14 years I live in this world
yet many stuff happened in my life
once I though my life I should live it
but I figure out NO coz there's always someone
who tried to help you prepared everything
eventhough how you have to live your life
I cant say no so I'll just need to do it the way they want
Friends ~
once I really though your my best friend
I trust you I think you should know me well
but then I'm wrong and yet you let me knew something
maybe I might hurt you with some words I've said
at here I want to tell u something that's sorry
you know since that day on
I become hard to trust people
I even try to think before about my attitude
am I wrong? isn't that wrong to be yourself when ur in front of ur close friend?
I asked myself then I get my conclusion
I wont be myself anymore and I lost myself
I lost trust...... I lost my courage the courage to trust people
but sometimes I'll find out that I should thx you too
coz you let me become more mature
at least now I'll think for others first
try to be da one they like it might be stupid
but I don't think I have choice.........
people do change
the people close to me changed
people I trust changed
people who trust me changed
people who hurt me changed
people I hurt changed
time do let a person changed
even me myself changed
maybe that's the special of time
the magic of it ..............

this is the best way

it's time to let go of everything
trust me
it's a better way than keep on holding it
and not let it go
sometimes <空间> is needed
why don't just try and let it go ~
it's so much more better than
hold it tight and wad so ever
hahaha
I have NTH to share edi T.T
nth to type
cuz my life NOW is so damn boring~

CUT AND CUT!!!!!

hahaha
today I went to cut my hair again
I cut it like fews week only
it's about 2 or 3? lol
don't care
just then I CUT IT AGAIN!!!
SHORT! damn short.......
it need time to grow this time
and I look ! nerd... lol
I just wonder why I got myself a nerd haircut every time
or I really look like nerd
it's not hair problem! LOL
swt =.=
don't care It's cut already so.....
haha even it look nerd
I cant change anything too
SO I got to accept the fact lol ^^

tired......

I'm tired already
no matter how many times I told myself
FORGET ABOUT IT!
but still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzz
Now I'm tired AND please don't treat me so well
I will missunderstand but I'm not that stupid
I know what kind of ppl you want
and I know its so not going to be me
so I wont think too much
I'll put this in my heart
tired of smiling
tired of try to act happy
tired to put on a mask and smile to ppl who duno me
no one really understands me
no one really know me
coz I'm always like this..........
u can say I'm lonely
I can say yes I am
u can say u pity me
I can say no thx I don't need it
even though I'm lonely I'm alone BUT STILL
I got my own life even it's abit boring than others
and I can only be with myself
It's still my life I got to face it!!!!!!!!!!!

难过的事......

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白
還有誰能來教我愛
this song actually remind me a lot of stuff
that's the chorus part + it's a very beautiful lyrics
these days many stuff happened
eventhough all of them are solved
but actually in my heart
it havent went through still left in my heart
the deep part...........
我的心彻底地被伤害了
所以选择了把受伤的心封闭起来
因此我就不再那么容易受伤了
没有任何事是永远的
终于还是明白了，至少还不迟
明白了比不明白来得好........

Memories

那女孩對我說　說我保護她的夢　
說這個世界　對她這樣的不多她漸漸忘了我　
但是她並不曉得　遍體鱗傷的我　一天也沒再愛過
那女孩對我說　說我是一個小偷　
偷她的回憶　塞進我的腦海中我不需要自由　
只想揹著她的夢　一步步向前走　她給的永遠不重

these days I heard this song......
do u still remember u sang it before
maybe coz teacher request u to sing
so u sang this song
but on that time I really enjoy what u sang
coz it's very sweet
maybe coz i just sat beside u
do u still remember this song???
this answer will be "NO" *I think*
anyway I still remember it and it's sweet memory to me
one of the best memory
even though I was nth to u
but ur "once" in my heart deep deep part
haha maybe u had forgot about everything
but do u know u did not sang well
LOL but still it's sweet
coz u are the first one who are brave enough to sing
I hope u found the gal u like or love coz u deserve it
actually everyone deserve it LOL
well today suddenly i think of u
so i decide to write a post n tell u
I hope u still can remember me this friend
and sorry for what I did to u before
I know I was a bad gal to u last time
anyway hope everyone can be happy now ^^

女生主动难道真的不好吗？

someone will say no
coz the guy will think u "cheap"
i havent try before
but i din think their like that
coz they just trying to get what they want
and that's call brave and courage ok !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
as they say boy think their "cheap"
but through what my guy friends said is
they wont think like that
they will think they very brave AND
they'll think the positive side of this girl
and maybe the conclusion will be
"hey she aint that bad she quite nice eh"
hahahax nth wrong to 追求自己的幸福.....
记得至少你拥有过所以就算以后的日子也不会有遗憾因为你试过

at least for the most part~

you had my heart~
at least for the most heart~
cause everybody gotta die sometime~
we fell apart~
let's make a new start ~
cause everybody gotta die sometime~yeah~
but baby don't cry~~~~~~~

like that song so much~~~
the lyrics so nice
song name
" A little piece of heaven"
great song~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hahaha......

I think we are more lyk STRANGER than best friend

Maybe we are best friend in ur eyes
but I think we more like stranger
when the time you two treat me like that
I know that we are not that true friend
maybe I'm just a useless person around you guys
so from now on to me
you guys are just a best stranger to me
so I don't think I need to treat you guys as my best friend
but I do admit that
WE ARE THE BEST STRANGERS EVER
but only stranger......

never forget what u have say before~~~

never ever forget what u have say before

never ever forget what u have promised

never ever forget what u really wanna do

enjoy ur life

never forget life

it's all about u n enjoy

hahahahahahahahaha

swt =.= what am i writting here

hahahahaha ^.^

Fahrenheit ~!

hahaha

this is fahrenheit they come to Malaysia time and open one concert time

so sad i cant go i still have to stay at kuching

why they always go KL T.T

nvm at least i'm still supporting them hahaha

they so CUTE~~~~~~ and Handsome

i like calvin the most but dunnoe why many ppl say him ugly

but what i think is he is so cute,handsome so do sweet ^.^

ok now i gonna put a pic of him hahaha i dun care ppl lyk him or not

but i lyk him that's my own opinion hahaha the first pic is him but dunnoe when de lah

hahaha ^.^ LOVE YA~! PEACE~!!!!!!! ^.^

FORGIVE AND FORGET~

hahahahaha
after writing the thing about forgive and forget
i decided to write a post about it
maybe i dun really understand what meaning of it
coz i seldom did it
I less forgive someone
even i forgive i oso cant forget
juz telling u guys
i'm trying so hard to do it
maybe u guys can did it lyk juz forget about it
and being friends again
why i cant do it
maybe i just can being this way
hahaha ^^

well it started lyk this...

everything we have to start from that day
it was the first time and the perfect time i saw him
hahahahahaha
he is juz that cute
hahaha
maybe he would not lyk me
but now i'm so sure that
i lyk him
hahahahaha
BUT
now study hard is the thing what i have to do
n this is what he thinks too ^^
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
LIKE I CARE..................
fine I do care hahahahaha

我就是這樣~~~

我就是這樣　天馬行空的磁場
或許你還不習慣　我在等你變成拍檔
我就是這樣　注定和你不一樣
謝謝你欣不欣賞　我的風格是限量
hahaha...... love this lyric so much.........
everyone got their own sryle
so what I think is u n me all got our style of doin things
I dun want u to be lyk me so do u dun lyk me to be lyk u
easy rite ???????
hahaha..... 我就是這樣 你就是那样
all of got our own style.................

Yesterday was my first day in school in 2009~! (happy)

Yesterday was my first day in school in 2009 very happy cause everything work so fine and good......hahaha...........very happy still in setia.This year I'm in 2 setia I'm not showing off just very happy ~!!!!!!!!!!!! happy happy hapy happy happy ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!