this is the best way

it's time to let go of everything
trust me
it's a better way than keep on holding it
and not let it go
sometimes <空间> is needed
why don't just try and let it go ~
it's so much more better than
hold it tight and wad so ever
hahaha
I have NTH to share edi T.T
nth to type
cuz my life NOW is so damn boring~

CUT AND CUT!!!!!

hahaha
today I went to cut my hair again
I cut it like fews week only
it's about 2 or 3? lol
don't care
just then I CUT IT AGAIN!!!
SHORT! damn short.......
it need time to grow this time
and I look ! nerd... lol
I just wonder why I got myself a nerd haircut every time
or I really look like nerd
it's not hair problem! LOL
swt =.=
don't care It's cut already so.....
haha even it look nerd
I cant change anything too
SO I got to accept the fact lol ^^

tired......

I'm tired already
no matter how many times I told myself
FORGET ABOUT IT!
but still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzz
Now I'm tired AND please don't treat me so well
I will missunderstand but I'm not that stupid
I know what kind of ppl you want
and I know its so not going to be me
so I wont think too much
I'll put this in my heart
tired of smiling
tired of try to act happy
tired to put on a mask and smile to ppl who duno me
no one really understands me
no one really know me
coz I'm always like this..........
u can say I'm lonely
I can say yes I am
u can say u pity me
I can say no thx I don't need it
even though I'm lonely I'm alone BUT STILL
I got my own life even it's abit boring than others
and I can only be with myself
It's still my life I got to face it!!!!!!!!!!!