this blog..
never knew it still existed and there's so much in here
things I once thought that will never change
well... they all changed ...
I am part away from my so called best friends
we are well friends but we all move on in our life
and I've changed for sure
I think what I found out now
it's like reflecting how my mind evolve
how I used to think and how I've changed..
Things are different now
All of us grew up , All of us changed
Some gets boyfriend, Some lose theirs , Some gets new one as usual . Some are still waiting..
to the sisters I once think they are mine , well
we all grew up .
I become a girl who have so much hate in me
which makes me feel bad though in a way
I shouldn't think that way , but I just don't like it anymore
I'm not always happy
why do I pretend to be when I'm not
why is it me the only one in so many that have to do all these
why don't you see how much I've done ?
why can't you know I want other and not this...
why why why I have more why that even myself will be surprise
I just can't take it sometimes ,
but nothing , not even a thing is changed after so long ...
it's like no one sees it , no one appreciates it , no one cares even for a bit...
please tell me what to do....
God , I've became so bad ... didn't I?
